Depression

It's not that I don't want to get better. I do. I take my meds, I see my doctor, I see my therapist. I just can't dig myself out of this hole that I'm in. I can't leave my house. I hate people looking at me. I stay in the house, I eat. I'm building a barrier around my body that no one can touch. So that leaves me alone, all the time. I want to be alone, I want to be left alone. Yet I fee so lonely. But I'm afraid to let any one in again. How do you work past the hurt, the betrayal of someone you loved so much, a friend you let into your life, you home. How do you learn to trust again. To love again. To let any one in?